I got knocked up when I was 16 (yes, my bad, but fuck it shit happens)(and don’t get me wrong, I love my daughter more than anything) and was with the dad for about a year before he vanished for a week, due to a large amount of drugs, alcohol, and another lady friend. He has stayed with her and now they are engaged. I have a boyfriend that I am content with. I’ve never stopped loving my ex, but I also started to hate him just as much for being the stereotypical ‘dead-beat dad’. He finally got sent to jail for a while and is now on felony probation, thus he can’t drink and shit. So he’s being the person I fell in love with and wanted to be with forever, instead of the twacked-out alcoholic he became when he turned 21. (hope that made sense). For the sake of our daughter we’ve become civil, social, and ‘friends’ again. I’ve forgiven him for what he did that hurt our family so long ago… I guess what I’m getting at is that the other day we went out to this nice secluded spot by the river and ended up sleeping together. I know I’m a hypocritical bastard now for cheating on my own boyfriend, and I’m having a hard time figuring out how to tell him what I did. Also, all the old memories of mine and my exs old relationship have come rushing back, and I miss him all over again. Obviously if he’s going to cheat on his fiance with me, and on me with her, there’s really no hope of me and him ever having an honest open relationship again, right? ‘Cause if they cheat with you, they’ll cheat on you, right? Sorry, I’m just really confused and figure asking you might help… Thanks.
You should have gotten an abortion. Better yet, your mother should have.
Have a nice life.