I cheated on my boyfriend with my best friend, who is married.

As much as I hated to, I ended it with my boyfriend and I ended it with my best friend. Because what I did was fucked up.

I know I deserve it, but now I really have no one. I’m totally lost. I don’t know what to do.

Find yourself.

You hit the self destruct button on your life. Why? There’s a reason you fucked up this big. Figure it out.

It takes a lot of self loathing to disrespect the people you love like that. Where is it coming from? Identify the source of all that mess and deal with it.

It’s not good enough to just shrug your shoulders and acknowledge that you hate yourself. You have to put in some serious introspection here. The goal is to gain enough self-awareness so that you won’t feel the need, consciously or otherwise, to go nuclear on your interpersonal relationships again.

Oh, and while you’re at it, you also have to forgive yourself.

Good luck with that.