My ex has hurt and raped women, myself included. I cut him out of my life, but I can’t get rid of the guilt. I feel responsible for what he did (and probably continues to do) to these women. I know that I’m not, but I feel like I am. I’m in therapy. I’m working on it. It’s just so hard.
I guess I don’t really have a question. I just want to know if this is going to get easier. I don’t think there’s an answer to that. This is kind of like screaming into nothing. I don’t need a response. I just want to write the words and have them disappear.
This is going to get easier. You will feel it one day.
You will forgive yourself.